birthday and thoughts
So when it was my birthday my class threw me a suprise party. it was awesome.First i got to school went to music and my host dad sent me like an entire box of these little cute cakes that said "jerrie 18" and so i shared them with my class. then when it was my last period for the day i went to the bathroom with my friend and they had made 2 cakes, cards, gifts. it was really really sweet. It really made me feel welcome.
The past 2 weeks i have been like get to school get to school get to school and then on friday before matterhorn sarah slept over for my birthday and I had to pack for the weekend so i missed the first 2 classes or something. Didnt think that was a big deal and then. I was sick on tuesday and wednesday morning so i didnt go to school. But the day after i handed in the yellow book that if you are absent you have to fill out. so i did that and STILL my councillor from school called my host dad and councillor again and now i think i am in big trouble. Its like. I was sick!! It just freaks me out. Ugh.
so i have to go talk to my councillor tomorrow and i am totally freaked. I dont want to get sent home. I know i wont but it is still just freaky. At home its like. If you miss a class it is NO big deal. Like no one even blinks twice.
and here it is so hard core.
ugh. Oh well i guess i will just really have to put my ass in gear... although i thought i already had.
ugh. I just want it to be the holidays. Only 2 more weeks.
had a relaxing weekend and didnt do anything. and now. its all for nothing because i am all stressed out again. UGH. UGH UGH.
i feel like for the past little bit i have been on the verge. Like always on my toes. and it shouldnt be like this. I should feel 100 percent good. Its not like i am doing anything wrong ya know.
i was not purposely skipping.
sigh.
will write again about what happens.
posted by Jerrie Ambrus @ 6:11 AM
5 Comments:
Hi Jerrie:
Read your post this a.m. and am sorry that you are all stressed out again about school after having had such a nice weekend on your 18th. Know that it is never 100%, life that is, sometimes its 70-30. I am confident that you will handle all of this and another lesson of life learned. One day you will look back on this and have a good laugh. I am sending you good thoughts and good hugs, once again can you feel them. I love you, nana.
It is a simple explanation...
you were sick! I, even told you to stay home!
Try not to stress about the conversation with the councillor, it is all apart of their job to look after you and your experience there. They are just making sure YOU are O.K.!
No worries bear!
Hey Jer! Thanks for writing! We've talked lots lately and it's been really nice to hear about your world...and to look back on the shows when you were little. I shared some of those stories with Lisa. She remembers forgetting a bunch of "Beyond Recess" too. Obviously, it was so traumatic I do not remember.
Ohhhh Beyond recess...is that where I put the "fake" ringlet pony tails in your blonde hair Jer?
So CUTE! haha
(I just threw those out too! LOL)
Ah jerrie berry i know the feeling
here its like if you dont go to school your automatically skipping and then consellers call and everybody assumes your a bad person ah it sucks! i dont get it at the uni anymore so thats nice but ah its so stressful! i feel your pain!
we still need a skype bitch session!
Love you Doll Face
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